Letting Go.

As we grow and learn. My lesson for the week is letting go.

How wonderful it is to belong. That has been the order of the day. Part of being human is finding a sense of belonging. Work, social and family, we want a sense of belonging. I think that is what creates an avenue of expression and common ground.

I am looking at the contracts (both physical and at a Soul level) that I have signed. Work wise it is somewhat easier to let go, especially if you are self employed, work for yourself or an entrepreneur. It is a totally different ball game from a Soul's perspective.

How do you let go when you find yourself in a position of Love, Happiness and Growth(Development). Not only your own, including those that you interact with on a daily basis. As difficult as it may be, one has to let go and Let God, or let growth.

That is how it is when your kids are just blossoming to define themselves around you as a parent. That is how it is as your business grows and takes its grounding to enter into greater spaces that defines a sense of belonging.

As I let go and give my kids space to define themselves, As I let go to let Nubian Kush be defined as an entity I am building, and As I let go of work when I have a sense of belonging and wanting to hold on. It is well and it is growing pains.

I am eternally Grateful to walk part of my journey with you. I have to continue spreading my wings. I have been blessed to meet and work with you, you were my shelter and provider when I needed a nest to house me as I was looking for a place to call home. You have been a bridge for me. I will always be there to work as and when required. Business Bridge, I thank you.

As we Grow and Learn.

It has been a while. 

Nubian Kush. As I grow and I learn. 

Now sisterz decided to explore the land of Azania(South Africa). Am now in South of South Africa, Cape Town. 

It has been six months to be exact. Some done and dusted,  some in the planning and some in action. 
I am officially residing in Cape Town(Mother City) it is called,  by the locals. 

I am afforded the pleasure of contributing to the work done for the City Of Cape Town,  as a designer for World Design Capital Cape Town 2014. Well, never did I ever imagen this in my life. I have always used my hands to create and thought it was just for fun and make some money. Now Nubian  Kush has grown to another level. Brand is growing as a child does and walks on their own. I am eternally grateful for all the gravitational force. Being present and listening to the winds calling has just been the order of the day. 

Now, Gratitude as it comes. Mama (Nomazizi Ngwebelele), I am because you are. Dankie Dali'wam. Lehakoe, Mahlodi,Malaika, Sefako, Lufuno le Matlotlo. Thank you for choosing me. This is all you in manifestation. Nyatsa(Motho Motho), where have you been? Jerome(JJ), net daah. I am eternally grateful for keeping and honouring the contract. 

My lessons... Follow your heart. Love is where the heart is. Now issues of emotions are what life is. I am learning to be more present by listening more to my instincts. Your senses will never lie to you. It is sooooo always present and true. Believe it and trust it. Right now I am receiving blessings and lessons. Where will I be tomorrow? I will know tomorrow. Right now am following my heart and letting the wind guide me. When you get a funny feeling about a person, please..... Do not go and be a psychologist and want to analyse. Trust it and do as your higher you guides. In your personal life, in your social life and Business. As difficult as my day has been, I know my Guides will never mislead me. As long as I stay true to myself, am as good as can be.

I need to go for now. Thank you for visiting. Till we meet again.   

Love

Greetings to all with Love.

I would like to start with appreciation/ gratitude.

I am blessed to have all 4 of  Angels living and growing with me in this life time. Lehakoe, Malaika, Lufuno le Matlotlo.

I would also like to say, Mmamodiya Ndlovu, Sage Tose, and Nyatsa Masalesa...... As is.

I have challenged myself to be the friend I am looking for and a partner I am looking. I am manifesting. There is so much I want to share.

1. You are the Universe in a human manifestation. ( A universe having a human experience). You are the it. and life is just continuing.

2. As for parenting, your kids always reflect your emotions and actions to you. I used to observe Lehakoe a lot when he was younger. He used to just reflect my emotions, that's where I started relating with reflections. Presently all my kids reflect different characteristics of who me is. that is love and growth.

3. Mmamodiya le Aus Dinkeng. Thank you for the tough love. It so beautiful to share my thought, knowledge and emotions with you. For being tough with me, you have helped me to heal and be the light. As much as you learn from me, I am learning so much from you. the wise say, you teach what you need to learn. In that, I have a lot to learn, that is the reason I teach.

4. Nyatsa.....lets flow with the waves. Water flows everywhere. It heals, it builds and gives Life.

Lerato le monate, ha o na le lona ka pelong ya hao.

Let me go and work...... will be back soon.

A different Approach...

Greetings in to all in the new season.

I have been deep in thoughts and just also doing some reflections. Reflections in totality. Emotionally, physically, mentally, friendship, relationships.

Where does one really start/begin? As far as my kids are concerned, I am blessed to eternity. Lehakoe, Malaika, Lehakoe and Matlotlo.

LIFE AS IS. If you do things the way you have always done them, you will get the results you always got.......

Now, where, how and what does one need to re-look at and change? Is it processes, is it approach, is it attitude. Do you build new friendships, acquire more business. What? What? Here I am sitting here and doing things different. One I just made a decision to re look at my eating habits. What I eat, how do I eat and when do I eat.

This has had a positive effect on me. I am for some reason more alert, energetic and more relaxed. I have also increased my water intake. Amazing how drinking water as you wake up, before a meal and before you go to bed has just changed the way I feel. It is refreshing.

It is true that a Good habit is as easy to form as a bad one.

I think I also want to make writing and sharing in this platform a habit. I mentioned a number of things that I want to change. The one thing that is making my heart heavy at the moment is relationships/friendships. I am looking at defining them for myself. What is a friend. I just don't even want to think much about it for now.

Someone said ' If you want to have a good friend, be one. ' am I one. My issue is, if I am one, do I then bring expectations to it, as an acquaintance asked me. When I just asked him what were his fears, he turned around and asked me the same question, which I answered, he then asked if I wanted something from him, and if I had expectations from him. It was rather wierd for me, because I was rather not expecting anything from him. Then It was reflection time. I asked myself I had the energy of expectations. Maybe I did and that's what he picked up.

Aloof...... Maybe I am..... So...... I looked at my energy and though hhhmmmmmm.

Maybe I need to do some energy work on myself. I am guilty as charged, when it comes to having knowledge and not using it. THE POWER OF KNOWLADGE. ....right there. So, I have started practicing Meditation time, both in the Morning and in the Afternoon. Make time. That's all there is to it. Make time, make time and make the changes.

In all this I would like to Give Gratitude to the Power that is in Me and around me. The Universe, My Ancestors, those who walked and experienced the journey before me and prepared the path for me to walk with Love and Compassion. I am blessed and I could not have done it without you. As for now I just am, Present in my Life and will let the all Guidance be the light in my life and I will listen.

Strength, courage and wisdom.

Ashé...... Ashé.......Ashé