Greetings in to all in the new season.
I have been deep in thoughts and just also doing some reflections. Reflections in totality. Emotionally, physically, mentally, friendship, relationships.
Where does one really start/begin? As far as my kids are concerned, I am blessed to eternity. Lehakoe, Malaika, Lehakoe and Matlotlo.
LIFE AS IS. If you do things the way you have always done them, you will get the results you always got.......
Now, where, how and what does one need to re-look at and change? Is it processes, is it approach, is it attitude. Do you build new friendships, acquire more business. What? What? Here I am sitting here and doing things different. One I just made a decision to re look at my eating habits. What I eat, how do I eat and when do I eat.
This has had a positive effect on me. I am for some reason more alert, energetic and more relaxed. I have also increased my water intake. Amazing how drinking water as you wake up, before a meal and before you go to bed has just changed the way I feel. It is refreshing.
It is true that a Good habit is as easy to form as a bad one.
I think I also want to make writing and sharing in this platform a habit. I mentioned a number of things that I want to change. The one thing that is making my heart heavy at the moment is relationships/friendships. I am looking at defining them for myself. What is a friend. I just don't even want to think much about it for now.
Someone said ' If you want to have a good friend, be one. ' am I one. My issue is, if I am one, do I then bring expectations to it, as an acquaintance asked me. When I just asked him what were his fears, he turned around and asked me the same question, which I answered, he then asked if I wanted something from him, and if I had expectations from him. It was rather wierd for me, because I was rather not expecting anything from him. Then It was reflection time. I asked myself I had the energy of expectations. Maybe I did and that's what he picked up.
Aloof...... Maybe I am..... So...... I looked at my energy and though hhhmmmmmm.
Maybe I need to do some energy work on myself. I am guilty as charged, when it comes to having knowledge and not using it. THE POWER OF KNOWLADGE. ....right there. So, I have started practicing Meditation time, both in the Morning and in the Afternoon. Make time. That's all there is to it. Make time, make time and make the changes.
In all this I would like to Give Gratitude to the Power that is in Me and around me. The Universe, My Ancestors, those who walked and experienced the journey before me and prepared the path for me to walk with Love and Compassion. I am blessed and I could not have done it without you. As for now I just am, Present in my Life and will let the all Guidance be the light in my life and I will listen.
Strength, courage and wisdom.
Ashé...... Ashé.......Ashé
